Your arms around me tight;
and everything felt so right.

So now, my life is revolving round netball again. not very pleasing, is it? but i can't say much, cos i wanted it. not that i'm complaining, so yes, after all i do enjoy playing netball. :)

Collected report book ytd. one word, SUCKS.
better work harder for end year and beat that stupid girl.

Had training at ccab ytd. fun, i must say. :) but, competition has barely begun. gotta work hard to prove the stand in the team huh. first game on wednesday, against SCC. never heard of them before, so nothing must to say about them, just that that are english people. haha yes, english people means ang mohs. =P Aha. went to eat in town after that, and realised again i have another new nickname which isn't as nice as the many ones i had before. haha.

Who's the bitch?
She's the bitch.

OH YA, BLOGSKIN CHANGED. :)

Don't phunk with my heart.

Okay, something most unexpected happened. now in a state of shock. because i dunno whether its a fact or a lie. but i don't think i'll consider her at all. so sorry.

Out ytd with u17 people. went to play pool. and realised that the pink girl was like me. :) kept missing the balls on that day. haha. met celeste later at PS to walk around and went on a window shoe spree. haha. met nat later again then walk till bout 9plus.

Training tomorrow again. gona collect our report book first. going to get a scare out of my life. worst mid year ever. :l hope i won't get grounded anyway.

You make me feel excited. :)

The June holidays are finally here. :) happiness! haha but will also be quite occupied but most of the time will not be for studies, so its okay. heheh. :p

Had u17 training ytd. kind of intense, but was fun. :) our team got much closer in this training. never really expected it though. got to know each other a lot better, and the best part is all the freebies we've got! :)) hahaha. shoes, socks, shorts, towel, attire, backpack and money each time we attend a session. haha. first game on Wednesday.

After training, 6 of us went to town to eat, after that which we intend to collect our stuff. but by the time we reached Kallang, the office was closed. so we just stayed on to watch some games there. went home at about 9plus. but Vivien and i waited for the stupid bus for almost one hour so we decided to take a cab which we managed to hail one after for about 15 minutes. we were about to cry please. haha then headed home to have a good night's rest.

Oh now who's the bitch whose trying to steal like everything everyone has? fucking irritating i tell you. doesn't mean that no action done towards you means that you can continue your fucking actions and spoil eveything that is happening between some people. and dressing up in a sluttish manner doesn't make you pretty at all, not a single bit. >:l

I'm tired of people lying.

Haven't been updating for the past two days. many many many stuff going on right now. but firstly,

we all got into the u17! :)

YAY! am i so happy that we all did it. will have training later at 4pm at ccab. was screaming halfway during the concert ytd when i received the call. ><

IJ Heartbeat was great last night. though was tired, but the performance was really superb. :) good job there guys! storyline was abit of hard to catch, but alicia told me the whole thing after that. everyone looked so pretty last night too. ;)

Supposed to have school today, but too tired, ponning right now. :D hope i don't get into trouble either. :l

Okay, so what do you want from me now? lying doesn't do good, it really doesn't help for me to believe you. cos i know everything that's happening. and your oh-so-sweet words aren't really working too.

Mixed emotions.

Love. Angel. Music. Baby.

Netball carnival today. got quite busy in the morning, but lucky the whole thing wasn't screwed up. we all did a great job guys! :) though the weather was like shit ( Eg. you can just cook an egg on the floor! ) we all still pulled through and the stupid air - conditioner obviously didn't help a single bit. :l so glad that its over, but still ahead, we have the lower sec netball carnival which will be much worse than this. shall see.

Went to play pool after that. i was so sticky, cos i spilled the whole of 7 - up on myself. sucks please. so unlucky. after that headed down for training at Kellock. lost all my stamina i must say. need to go running! :D

Tired tired. having speech tomorrow. there goes my chance of ponning school. A BIG SIGH.

So many things are going on now. so confusing, though its so happening between them. can't care much now. you don't even give a damn anymore, so why should i care? =P and just for now, don't think too much. its really not what you think.

The big and messy room.

The selections have already ended. whoever that gets in isanother thing. but what's done is done. have benefitted alot from this training camp though. :) Eg. made new friends and have the whole of kallang netball centre to ourselves. :D hahaha boy it was really fun. never really regretted any of those moments, and having free money to eat lunch is sure a one time oppournity! so this has really been the greatest experience this year. :)

Bought my new phone yesterday, after the training camp ended. Samsung X640C. not really the phone i wanted but i can do with it. :) really grateful to my mum though, for buying this phone for me. hurhurr.

Long week ahead, with many things to deal with,
-> Tuesday : netball carnival.

-> Wednesday : not much i guess. just have to go down to support the seniors.

-> Thursday : IJ heartbeat at night.

-> Friday : if i get into the selections, then there'll be training.

-> Saturday : math tuition. :l

Im anticipating.

Truly madly deeply.

Just came back from training. tired but fun. :) though we didn't really do much. but i enjoyed the time when we were laughing non - stop. it was really hilarious. :D got training tomorrow also. going to be a much looonger day then today, and the final selections are tomorrow. good luck to all! ;)

schedule in advance : busy week ahead!

Those scars won't heal;
it will hurt even more.

Got back all my results today. sucks please. failed 2 subjects and barely scraped through my other subjects. Really damn bad i swear. as i said i'm gona pull up my socks and study harder for the end year. sigh don't worry everyone who feels the same as me, its okay! not the end of the world yet. haha. :)

Fucking pissed today. she's getting more and more irritating each day. the world is really unfair, i can't take it no longer. she's just fucking irritating that you wna slap her from top to toe. so fucking annoying. sucha bitch. >:(

Went to play pool today. with beitris, celeste and hs. and everytime i go play, my finger hurts. :l It really sucks cos it hurts like mad, and it red and swollen. so painful. :( It better heal faster or else i can't catch any ball. feel like playing again sometime soon.

Have to sleep a lot today, so as to have energy for tomorrow's looong day. bet its gona be so tiring. i think it sucks. rather back out actually, because of my studies. but on the other hand, i don't want too. confusion. can't think or bother much for now anyway.

I think its starting to come back again. :l

Now the feeling's coming back.

Already half dead receiving almost half of my results today. failed 2 subjects and expecting to fail even more. :( But the best thing ever is i didn't fail my physics! :D WOOTS so happy! passed by 1 mark though. but did very badly for the other subjects. Like Geography and Social Studies. failed damn badly please. gotta buck up and score better for end year to pull my grades up. and fuck im so not satisfied. :l Gona work doubly hard to beat that someone. >:( So irritated. or else i'll be struck down by the big lightning.

And yes, it has been raining like shit the past few days. so annoying. today got stuck at Kellock for like almost half and hour and i was soaked drenched. thought i was almost late for selections but in the end, it got cancelled. most probably because of the stupid weather. and luckily, because of that, we missed the Kellock training. :D Aha.

Speaking of the selections, check out our schedules for the weekend :
-> Saturday : 11am to 6pm.
-> Sunday : 8am to 6pm.

Gosh, will be freaking tiring and this is not really the right time for me to train. partly because of the unfit condition that i'm in now, and there's another thing that only women can understand. and there, now you get what i mean.

Damn the feelings are coming back. real strong. can't take it anymore. don't want to go through those fucking pain days anymore. :l

Wasn't long till I called you mine.

BOOHOO. got back my results today. :'( English and Chinese. and say, my results really dropped like mad. feeling so demoralised. die! gona get a huge scolding from my parents! :( really have to work hard for my end year to pull up my grades. SIGHH.

WAITING AND WAITING AND WAITING.

Went for u17 selections last night, and boy, competition there was really tough. :l so much worse then u14. so many good people. so chances of getting in is so much slimmer then before, now then i feel the pressure. but anyway, its your performance on that day that gets us pass that round which i hope all of us will get into. good luck people! :)

Can't wait to go play pool. Aha. ;)

I wish for you on a bright shining star.

Bored and cooped up at home. but that beats waking up early in the morning to go to school. =p No, wait, i miss my friends. :( haven't been seeing alot of them lately. but nvm, there's school tomorrow so there! i can see them! :) hahaha.

Will i have the chance again if i miss it this time?

Meeting them all later to go play pool. so all i have to do now is wait till its dark before i can go out. :) about 4 more hours to go.

Choo choo!

And you're all I see.

Has been raining like mad last night. gosh, everyone i've been talking to online were so scared, including me. haha oh well, just sing the ' rain rain go away! ' and it will be just fine. haha. :)

Bored at home today. can't go out because i've been going out for the past few days. :( but nevermind, i can stay at home and recuperate. Aha. must look on the bright side. ;) anyway i'll be going out tomorrow. no school! =D marking day. probably meeting beitris and grace and some others plus miaoli to play pool.

Ah wat is with the workplan that we have to do for the carnival? it sucks please, like we're working in some big company. :l so irritating have to get started on it soon.

Bye.

The pain reflected in [this] song.

Went out with chew just now for dinner. she rocks still as pretty as ever. ;) Aha went to cine to eat. at the second level and ooh, we all had craving for crepes so we ordered an all crepe dinner. and hell, it was good. :D though their servings are really weird. they served us our desert first before the main course. hmmm. anws the food there is okay, i rate ***. we just kept talking and talking and talking and talking. :) then we went to walk around at heeren, cine then taka. chew bought a ¾ blue pants from mango and it was really fabulous. =D And we took soo long just to decide between the blue or brown one. haha i think we spent half and hour in the dressing room. and she finally decided on the blue one. but then went we went to zara, we saw an even nicer one which was about the same price. oh gosh, but both pants were just great. :) and we couldn't finish the lemonade we bought, should have just shared one. hahaa.

you can just go die.
Stop being so irritating please.
Have some originality.
I might just ignore you again.

Sweets for sale! :)

Changed my blogskin. :) because i was bored. supposed to go out today but lazy. heheh.

Meeting chewting later. :) for dinner. yay! haven't seen her for ages. missed her. =D

Till then.

I'm not that kind of girl.

Another day spent in town. went out with noelle and jamie today. had to meet them in town so early because they had exams and i don't and they deprived me of my sleep. :( Aha anyway the whole world was in town and saw loads of people. :) caught the movie coach carter and damn it was really nice! :D teared like 3 times cos it was damn touching and quite similar to my life now i guess.. so i knew how they were feeling and all. one motivating show. :)

Went to meet grace and lydia to go play pool. somewhere near town. played for like two and a half hours and we won the guys, so they were supposed to pay for us, but in the end we ended up paying for ourselves. haha. anyways im going out tmr again. so i gotta catch some sleep now! ;)

Good night everyone. :)
Have a nice day ahead tomorrow!

Come back baby please;
Cos we belong together.

EXAMS ARE OVER !! =D

Yay yay yay yay yay yay! so happy please. Aha then i can go out all i want now. but i screwed up my last paper, which is my chinese. bcos of last minute studying. :l i'm not good in chinese anyway, studying or not doesn't really matter actually. haha.

Went out with Beitris, Grace, Alicia, Shalom and Eun today. caught the movie triple X (xXx) so cool, though we didn't really intend to watch the movie at first. and i swear this movie has the coolest stunts ever! :D damn good sound effects okay! it was really worth watching. then went walk around, went to meredian and watched them play pool then headed home after that.

I need those stuff now! :l

I tried to go on like I never knew you.

Just had tuition at Celeste's place. Amath and Literature tomorrow.
AAHHHH.

Dear God,
please bless my brain and my hands for tomorrow.
and for everyone who will be taking the paper.
AMEN.

:D

So slack today. just that i woke up abit early for tuition. and now im back and dressed up, all ready to sleep. hurr.

Weather's so nice. my fan's so guai. it's spinning well. its so rainy and dark. perfect conditions to fall asleep and never wake up. HAHAH.

Night. :) My nap's calling me.

Smiles are curves that sets things straight. :)

Yay exams are about to be over soon. :) then after that can go out and slack all i want. "this is life.." hahaha. have planned it all out already. so glad and im anticipating for this day to come. hurr.


Had a second piercing yesterday, and my sister totally freaked me out! its not that pain actually, and she made it feel so painful. ass la trying to frighten me only. haha.

Physics was a killer to me, though it was okay for everyone i knew. sigh. no more happiness. :( a big F9 is waiting for me on my report book. what shall i do with it? drop or continue failing? wanted to drop but someone keeps insisting me on keeping it. :P

And now i can slack all i want because there's no school tomorrow and most importantly, i can not need to wake up early! hate waking up so early in the mornings. so dreadful. >:(


And i would risk it all for you
To prove my love is true
I'll build a wall around my heart
That will only break apart for you
Can't change the way i feel
So tell me what's the deal
Don't say, don't say its too late

Dedicated to : darling! :)

I know a girl;
She puts colour into my world.

YAY AND IM SO HAPPY. :D My major worries are over. Emath and chemistry. though i haven't been studying like what i should be doing but last minute revision this year really sucks like hell. Don't ever try it.
R E L I E V E D.

Have physics next week. tough tough. need most of the revision for this subject. glad they gave us the weekend to study through the chapters. all i need is just to pass my physics! by then, i'll be more contented than ever. :)

This week had been like the ' exams are here! ' week where everyone changes their home route and go home to mug rather than towning somewhere in orchard. then we'll look like nerds carrying thick books everywhere we go and reading them whenever we have time. AND after next week, it will be the ' exams are over! ' week and everyone will become normal again! hahahah. well that's my theory. ;)

Tired of typing, my hands do need some rest, plus my poor eyes too. Aha i'll just go have a good sleep in this rainy weather and catch up on my sleep. haaa.

BYEE. :D

:: INCOMPLETE ::

050505

Yay today's B E A U T I F U L date! :D

toodles. :)

So hold me close and say those three words;
like how you used to do.

Exams officially starts tomorrow! -shivers. hope i'll be concentrating on my studies these few days. hope the papers are easy. -prays hard. ( Aha okay that's not up to me to decide. ) So don't think i'll be blogging for these past few days. ( duh! ) Okay where am i ranting too.

Good night world. :)

Don't ever play with me;
again.

headed down to clarke just now and i saw joanne peh and tay ping hui! damn pretty and shuai please! :D oh man and joanne peh smiled at me. hahaha. in my own lala land. that's what darling said. >:(

I STILL MISS THE NETBALLERS. :(

I MISS YOU
I WANT YOU.
I LOVE YOU.

JERK IT OUT;
YOU ASSHOLE.


Today was A all physics and math day. :l im so tired of studying now. too much to learn and absorb. thanks daphne for comin all the way to my house ( which is just opposite by the way! ;P ) to help me with my physics which i know total nuts about it and ya, she did help me understand quite abit. :)

Then had math tuition so by the time i was already too tired to listen so we took quite long to do some questions. Aha what a waste of time. anws im having craving for subway now. :D going off for my dinner now.

Bye world! study hard! ;)

P/S : And what's wrong with my beautiful red shorts? >:( HAHAHA.